Why I want to be a Writer

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Hey all! Friends, Acquaintances & Strangers

I am shifting the big bulk of my blogs on this newly setup blogging page. This is to have more protection over my intellectual assets.

Yes! If you have seen my latest update on facebook, I am currently planning to be PROFESSIONAL WRITER.

I have always been contemplating about it, as I love to read a lot. Writing gives me a lot of fun and joy! I graduated from media studies, and also thought that I should not abandon my ‘talent’ in that sense.

Really appreciate you guys & hope to have your support.

Thank you so much. Have a great day!

God Bless,
Ashley

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Bach Flower~Pine

I used Pine for the first time. I have tried Pine as one of the composite in other remedies before. Never felt it so effective before. I knew its a ‘bingo’ remedy as I could just cheer up and smile more easily. I was actually having a bad body ache and feverish. I did a quick self-test of my mood. There was absolutely joylessless, tiredness, poor appetite for food, and I kind of linked all these to a kind of blame I was infused because I couldn’t remember and learn fast at work. I only took one remedy -Pine. Immediately uplifted my acute pain. Happy is a person who took the right remedy.

An Inspiration to my GOAL in LIFE (so beautiful)

… and I think of each life as a flower, as common as a field of daisy, and as singular,

and each name a comfortable music in the mouth, tending, as all music does, toward silence,

and each body a lion of courage, and something precious to the earth.

When it’s over, I want to say: all my life
I was a bride married to amazement.
I was the bridegroom, taking the world into my arms. …

~ Mary Oliver (1935)

那些花儿 (those flowers) Chinese Poem for Chinese New Year

作词:朴树 红枫
作曲:朴树
编曲:张亚东

那片笑声让我想起我的那些花儿
在我生命每个角落静静为我开着
我曾以为我会永远守在她身旁
今天我们已经离去在人海茫茫
她们都老了吧
她们在哪里呀
我们就这样
各自奔天涯
啦………….
想她
啦………….
她还在开吗
啦………….
去呀
她们已经被风吹走
散落在天涯

有些故事还没讲完那就算了吧
那些心情在岁月中已经难辩真假
如今这里荒草从生没有了鲜花

好在曾经拥有你们的春秋和冬夏
她们都老了吧
她们在哪里呀
我们就这样
各自奔天涯
啦…………..
想她
啦…………..
她还在开吗
啦…………..
去呀
她们已经被风吹走
散落在天涯

她们已经被风吹走
散落在天涯
她们都老了吧
她们在哪里呀
我们就这样
各自奔天涯

Lyrics: Hackberry Hongfeng
Composer: Hackberry
Arranger: Zhang Yadong

The piece of laughter reminds me of my flowers
Quietly open for me in every corner of my life
I used to think that I would always be by her side
Today we have left vast expanse of people
They are all old
Where are they?
We are like that
Riding their own horizon
La………….
miss her
La………….
Is she still open?
La………….
Go!
They have been blown away by the wind
Scattered in the horizon

Some stories have not finished yet, forget it
Those feelings in the years have been hard to tell the truth
Today, there are no flowers in the weeds
Fortunately, once you owned your spring and summer and summer
They are all old
Where are they?
We are like that
Riding their own horizon
La…………..
miss her
La…………..
Is she still open?
La…………..
Go!
They have been blown away by the wind
Scattered in the horizon

They have been blown away by the wind
Scattered in the horizon
They are all old
Where are they?
We are like that
Riding their own horizon

Thanksgiving 2017

Its Thanksgiving!

Its been a tough one year. Counting my blessings. As I count, one of my greatest thanksgiving is having my right hand completely healed.

My right was injured and felt numbness throughout my right hand. It was so bad that it might need an operation. However I decided to give TCM a try. I wasn’t comfortable with the western’s intervention.

I met 2 very dedicated time Doctors. Once of them is really quite old (I think in his 70s). Every time when I enter the clinic, I felt peace in my heart. The Doctors did acupuncture on me. They were Super nice and caring. Towards the end of the sessions, I was so grateful with tears.

Yes. This is the greatest Thanksgiving I had this year. No amount of money can buy my hand. I am extremely grateful to the Doctors.

My Personality Type & Current Remedies

So after exploring so much about Bach Flower. I have made some conclusion for my own personal remedies which I find extremely powerful. I can be very down and out the previous day, and at my best capacity with the remedies the next!

So my current mixture is:

For Day Dosage:
1. Scleranthus (personality)
2. Clematis (personality)
3. Oak (personality)
4. Walnut (if neccessary due to environment)
2. & 3. most permanent

For Night Dosage:
1. Aspen (to help manage my fears)
2. White Chestnut (to help manage my mind)
3. Olive (very effective when I am mentally and physically tired at the end of the day)
2. & 3. Tend to be quite permanent

Mixture needs to be revised every 3 months ideally.

Finding my True Personality and Weakness

Lately as I consume and explore more and more of Bach Flower remedies, I began to search for my true personality type and weaknesses.

I realise I will need my secondary type remedies when I am drowned in certain situations/ environment.

Gradually I began to realise my Primary remedies that are linked my true personality type. There are 2  of which are White Chestnut and the other one is none others than Clematis.

So while I am not in need my my secondary type remedies, and in my primary ‘me’ state, I just need these 2 remedies. I will need my White Chestnut before I enter into my bedtime, to help the floods of thoughts in mind to order a sounder sleep. I will also need Clematis in my daily routines from time to time to help me to be grounded.

This will definitely improve my state of being. And I can be who I am in a better way.

Happy Daddys’ Day!

I am reminded of this day that it takes someone special to be a dad! Love this song!

I look at your smiling face,
Your so weak, yet you have such strength,
You take a glance around this place,
You make the best of everything
You give me hope, in spite of everything,
You show me love, even with so much pain
So I’ll take this life and live like I was given another try
We laugh, we cry
Sometimes we’re broken and we don’t know why,
I’m tired and I lose my way,
you help me find faith, oOo
You give me hope, in spite of everything,
You show me love, even with so much pain
So I’ll take this life and live like I was given another try
Just give me another try
You give me hope, in spite of everything,
You show me love, even with so much pain
So I’ll take this life and live like I was given another try
You give me hope, in spite of everything,
You show me love, even with so much pain
So I’ll take this life and live like I was given another try
Just give me another try
Just give me another try
[Lyrics by Ella Malone, Matt, Tommie Gross, Cady]

我看着你的笑脸,
你这么弱,但你有这样的力量,
你一瞥这个地方,
你尽全力
你给我希望,尽管一切,
你显示我的爱,即使有这么多的痛苦
所以我会过这样的生活,像我再次尝试一样
我们笑,我们哭了
有时候我们坏了,我们不知道为什么,
我累了,我失去了路,
你帮我找到信心,哦
你给我希望,尽管一切,
你显示我的爱,即使有这么多的痛苦
所以我会过这样的生活,像我再次尝试一样
再给我一个尝试
你给我希望,尽管一切,
你显示我的爱,即使有这么多的痛苦
所以我会过这样的生活,像我再次尝试一样
你给我希望,尽管一切,
你显示我的爱,即使有这么多的痛苦
所以我会过这样的生活,像我再次尝试一样
再给我一个尝试
再给我一个尝试

 

Love Language

We all have different love languages. My primary love language is words of affirmation. My later ones are practical help and gifts. I am the sort where I need people to help me get excited and feel worthy. I enjoy carrying out tasks with like-minded people. I need daily affirmation that I am not too bad. Its a need not a want.

Its easy to get infatuated but it may not be easy to stay in love. At different juncture of our lives, we have different needs as well. Our views and priorities differs.

As a child, I seek to get my parents to believe in me and approve me. I like to hear them praising me. Sadly, it seldom occur. It seems nothing that I do is worthy even I really did quite well. When our loved ones are insensitive to our needs, and when it prolongs, it will definitely contribute negative emotions in us.